The Symmetry Scandal

Ok so today I was in Almere and.. I saw him there... so cute.. so.. sexy...
I walked to the other side, trying to forget him.. But I kept glancing in his direction..

Click here for more about him..

./sigh I'm in love... :D

Last saturday was my mums party. Good and bad things to say about it.

It was a shame that the football match between Russia and Holland was on the same day, so my mum planned it that we ate at 7, or started then and then people could watch the game at 8.45 and after we could come back to enjoy some drinks etc.
Few people misread the invitation so they turned up at 8. Wich resulted in rushing through the food and people watching the game.
after that there was another 30 minutes extra because Holland was simply playing dramatically. So at around 11 pm everyone was done with the football (and I mean really done, Russia won.) so at 12 pm people started leaving again, wich was a bit of a shame.

for myself, after working quite hard on friday and saturday to get this all going and in between not nearly enough sleep, i got a bit pissed at people coming late and probably drank a bottle of rose even before dinner. It was really unlike me, since I dont drink that much. Thank god I didn't feel drunk though :) What did get to me was that i was really tired.. I didn't talk to a lot of people and only wanted to go to bed :P

It sounds all really negative, but it was an awesome party, just was to damn tired and that stupid game ruined a bit of fun.
But then again, will not try and organise this big of a party anytime soon :P

Gerudo Valley - Zelda



Song of Storms / Windmill song - Zelda



My all-time favorite!!!!
Animal Crossing Wild World Theme <3

This weekend I went to Barry and Joyce in Almere and Ruud came over from Almelo. Unfortunately Mr Feor/Joost couldn't make it due to the flu.
Since Joyce and me are always cooking/baking we decided to try a yummy recipe this time. We made "Chocolate Heaven Cake" and I bought some pink icing from Thomas Green (English store).
Since us four were all from my old guild Symmetry we wanted to write something funny on it, then we remembered our lovely "Manmeat" thread on the forums and how all the guys wanted to see our boobs. SO we decided to give them just that... in icing ;)

It was a great weekend, with all the darkrooms and jokes :) Hope that Mr. Carebear can be there next time as well, missed you there!

P.S. the cake did not only look stunning (boobs huh?) but it tasted awesome as well, gonna make it for my mum's birthday saturday ;) (no boobs!)

21st of june my mum is throwing her (2nd) 50th birthday party!
It's her birthday on the 9th of december but since she wanted a garden party she decided not to celebrate it then, since thats a bit cold xD, but in the summer. So William (her boyfriend) and me decided that was bullshit and threw her a surprise party in december and in 2 weeks, she will throw her own party :)

My uncle lives on a farm and the party will be held there and it's a lot of planning involved. Because of my mum's health she doesnt have the energy a "normal" person has, so she started planning a while ago and asked some people to help her in the process. I took the day before the party off from work so I can help her with cooking etc. On the day itself I'm going there early to help set up and more cooking. But now... I'm in charge of music!! I'm so happy, love music :D

So I thought, 50th birthday, she wants to dance.. I downloaded all the Tour of Duty cd's (anyone remember them? :P) and my mum was fiddling around on youtube to see what she liked. We got a whole list, from Chris Isaak to Dolly Parton to Gerudo Valley from Zelda (YES!!!) and now it's my job to get them all on cd's ^^

Looking forward to the party, at least I know the music will be good ;)

It seems that every few years I need to change things or something, what is that? Am I running away from something?
Few years ago I kinda stopped seeing all my friends from school. I needed change, I was stuck. Got back in contact with two of them, wich is good, I'm happy about that.
Sometimes it just feels as if I'm running, running from people, running from things wich are good. If you get to attached it will hurt when it's over. or something...

In an earlier blog I told you I wanted to switch to studying again next year, well I decided to do that later since I don't want this to fail, I need more time to think. I need to make the right decision for once :P

Two or three weeks ago I broke up with Olli, we were together for 1.5 years, It hurts, it's weird and it's life. We have to go on and that is what I'm doing. I'm enjoying my free time, wich I have without my guild and without a boyfriend.

It just starts to feel that every 2/3 years I need changes, I don't want changes, I want my thoughts to settle down.

Song wich is in my head the last few weeks, Damien Rice - 9 Crimes (thanks volc ;)) with a WoW Machinima wich is simply beautifull.

Dali is in heat.. a.k.a. horny...
She is drving me and Sibbe up the walls! Every time Sibbe walks by she brushes her ass against him, whining noise...
One time she has sibbe to try stuff, just Sibbe being without balls, he didnt quite understand and just started kicking her, wich was quite funny to see ^^ After that Sibbe kinda ignores her, but hey, so do a lot of guys! he just used Dali! (or was it the other way around? xD)
Just hope it won't take THAT long and I have to start saving to get her some snipsnip as well :P

Don't you hate big changes?
Especially when you still need to make the decision...

I always wanted to study for English Teacher, but becasue of personal issues it never really came down to that and now Im working full time as office manager at a Japanese company.
It feels like my life is rushing by me and Im still trying to figure out how and what, and doing something I know I won't like for the rest of my life. So I went to check out the studies wich are avaiable at the moment, and seeing I always like to care and solve problems and help I decided to do the study to become a teacher, from the age of 4 to 12. Maybe after that I wanna see if I can specialise with kids with learning disorders or who are having a handicap.

All sounds very interesting etc but since Im living on my own, paying rent etc, this is not an easy step. So I will see if i can either do the first year homeschooling or do it part time (with my job next to it.) Since Im already 22 and the study will take me 4 to 6 years I would prefer to start in September this year, so I need to hurry with decisions a bit :S

Special thanks to Thomas who gave me some pointers with this, checking them out atm. :D

Last week I had to make a really hard decision, for me, the fun in WoW kinda stopped since I was to busy trying to run the guild. Making the jump from Gruul and Maggy to SSC/TK was kinda hard and doing that with only a few leading roles turned out to be rather.. interesting...
When one of the officers, Ethin, decided to stop with WoW It was more or less me trying to run guild and it was to much responsibility. Ethin told me he was going to play Age of Conan and after I looked into that I decided to buy it as well and give it a try.

So friday I played it and kinda never stopped again. It's very different from WoW but in a good way I think. Im playing a Priest of Mitra atm and because of some problems with my graphics card im "only" level 16 >< Havent done anyt instance yet but I have to say that the way you heal is refreshing, you don't have any big heals just heal over timers till now.
Im looking forward to trying this out in an instance and ofcourse to the end game content at level 80.

For the people wanting to join me on AoC Im on the PVE server Dagon, known as Eilin - Priest of Mitra or Aurian - Tempest of Set.

Last friday after a few tries, we downed Mr. Maggy! Was a nice night, yet again, proud of you all ^^ Now lets kick some SSC ass tonight ;)

In 2 days it's Queensday here in Holland, lot's of people go out on the streets selling their old stuff and there is lots of music and bands everywhere. Night before a lot of people go to big party's etc. Not me! Few friends are coming over for diner and we will play some munchkin. Really looking forward to it.

Friday I am going to Almelo(ooooooo), friend of mine lives there, Ruud (AnendirT) will be staying over there and the next day we are going to Animecon 2008. Really looking forward to it since I heard so many good story's about it. then sometimes that weekend we will probably head back to Amsterdam.. wooho! Really a lovely week, been looking forward to it for quite a while :D

Oh and tonight I will get my new phone (Iphone :D:D) so I will brag and flash it around from time to time *beam*

My internet is fixed! Would have posted sooner but was quite busy with the many good sides of internet :P More tomorrow!

This has got to be one of the best movies I have ever seen. I can't get the story out of my head, the movie always leaves me feeling physically sick. (Is that a good thing? yes.) Anyway, The movie is about drug addiction and the different reasons behind it. It starts off as a pretty solid story, but along the way the movie splits in 4 different story's with 4 different reasons and from the person's view.
What I loved about the movie when I saw it the first time is that at the end I couldn't tell you a turning point, I couldn't see where it all went wrong since it goes so gradually, just like a "real" addiction I think.

Another part I really loved is the soundtrack, it makes you feel awkward while watching and sometimes it's even demonic or sad. Done by Clint Mansell and the Kronos Quartet. It really makes the atmosphere and the story's of the movie better.

This movie leaves you watching the credits in silence, thinking about the whole thing. You want to share it to people, although it is not a the most pleasant experience. Still, it is one to watch.

Normally a little story forms in my head before I write the blog but now because of the stupid internet, it's kinda gone >< Don't get me wrong, I do have a sort of real life (who am I kidding huh? -.-')
Had an amazing weekend, lots of fun and been playing some of my old games (read non MMO) like Serious Sam. Oh how I loved the game on the xbox, hours and hours I played it. But since my xbox died a horrible dead a year ago, I had to play the Gamecube version. Playing it Co-op with Olli and after a night of hours and hours of fun... It doesnt save in multiplayer.... omg.. no.. I was SO enjoying it.. but to play EVERY level first in single player only to let it be saved till next time.. no... thanks...

Ok so we played Heroes 3 (someone remember that?!) awesome 2d-ish action, perfect. So after we are exploring kingdoms, slaying dragons for hours and hours.. corrupt save... GAAH :( Ah well, lets start over.. (Campaign is SO addictive!!!!) When I start thinking about it now, there is a third one. Started playing Tomb Raider 2. (square old Lara, YUM) Used to LOVE the game, I think I played it through 5 or 6 times. So in 3 seconds (after some jumping mistakes) Im finished with the first level. (WITH T-rex ofc ^^) So the movie starts to play, the bad guy dies and.. ehm hmm.. you need a new .exe version to get to the second level.. Right, no internet to look what this actually is, so that's yet another game to put on the pile of CRAP :'(

I personally think it's a conspiracy of microsoft (duh?) to let us play new games xD okok, serious, what's up with the new platforms not being able to play the old games, makes me a Sad Sushi :(

On a more serious note, internet MIGHT be up tomorrow, doubt it somehow :(
Oh and good luck to two friends of mine tonight, one with working longer without the dorfie for poking and one with cooking! May the spoon be with you!

At the end of last year I was switching internet providers, brave move, but I heard a lot of good stuff about Tele 2 AND I would get a free laptop <3 My old provider would stop at 31 december and the new one would be available the 2nd of january, my old provider stayed on till the 7th thank god since I got confirmation that Tele 2 would be late with a few days. after the few days, you might have guessed it, nothing! To make a long story short, half of february I had my internet back. Lovely Service!!

A week ago on monday, I was just having a conversation with my mum on the phone, wanted to go on checking my e-mail after she hung up and the internet had no connection. Got a bit annoyed since my router fucks up a lot, so went to restart it, nothing after it. Went fiddling with the wires since they aren't in the best shape, nothing.
So I called Tele 2 and they did a test! yes, a test! to check if it was my modem or that the phoneline itself was failing. The woman said this: "I think you should take better care of your modem since there is nothing wrong with the line" wich pissed me off quite a bit since who is she to tell me to take better care of my stuff? xD She asked me what was the best time for me to be called back by the helpdesk, told her after 5 every workday, so ofcourse the next day they call me at 12 at my work ;)

Anyway, since i couldn't see what was going wrong I asked my mum's boyfriend to take a look, we tried 3 or 4 modems (yes I have a collection!!) and nothing seemed to work. He called the helpdesk again and they told him again that they would perform a test and he would be called back after. So I muttered something about, test wont help they already did that, and like they will call you back :S After 2 minutes he got called back (./gasp) and told them that there was no signal on the line. (ehm, didnt the girl tell me it was my fault and there was nothing wrong withthe line?) If I'm lucky (lol?!) I will have internet again by friday, if not (duh) 3 weeks.

Came home, sat down behind my laptop and... NO.. nonono...! Internet.. stopped.. working..
Ok this isnt so bad, just restart the modem, it will be ok *restart* ok it won't be ok, crap.. ehm try restart again.. no nothing, call the company? "You do not use the modem we gave to you, we can not help you" Ah yes, the modem that didnt work in the first place, no im not using it so now because they give me a faulty device, they can't help me, don't you love providers? <3><><><

However, good side on the having no internet as well! Me and Olli (Crunchy) did some changes in my house now :D It's gonna look so cool, it already looks more spacious wich is what I wanted. Thursday hopefully Im going to the Ikea to get my new desk and maybe bookcase. Dali and Sibbe (my two mental cats) were all happy and scared with the changes, they were trying out everything ( as in, jumping on it, breaking stuff, etc..!) ah well, at least they like it ^^